I DON'T KNOW !

Every single day, i think of putting my blog to some use...pay some attention to its enduring patience, its drowning desires of being updated, written in and read about...but sparing some from the little time that i have off these poignantly nightmarish days, becomes almost like reading bhagwad geeta or hanuman chalisa on the day before a math exam....however important or rewarding it may be, there is no time for your senses to practice anything else but those dancing numbers and tickling formulae. No, before you even begin to think that i'm some kind of a snob trying to portray a self labelled picture of an Obama for myself, i'd like to be very honestly upright about my laziness, procrastinating habits and sheer detestation for internet and take on all the responsibility of not having written for so long. But I must also mention that blogging to me has never sounded so interesting an idea and for all those whose minds just hammered the question,"why does she have a blog then?", i have a quick answer and that is, "I DON'T KNOW". When i designed my blog i was determined to write on a regular basis, but as evidently visible, that never happened. My blog remained just an online space as a back-up for a few of my poems or writings. Then i grew up(still never wrote) and there was a point when i wanted to revise my blog and make it look and function like a website to facilitate a professional transaction of my writing skills...so, the new look! Neverethelss, my proud tradition of having unscribbled walls still remained undented! For two years now, there have been hardly more than ten posts on my blog; which sucks! It was high time i started writing, blogging, ranting, bitching, brooding or just juggling. So here i am, making my first randomly intuitive post, hoping to continue and consequently enjoy this process of spontaneity. see you!