N that's enough!

So hopped in again a strange voice of serenity
Multitude and vastness-
Touched me an eye and held a large smile
I match him- he hopes me
Speaks the language I do
Makes me bring him new
Thinks like the barging wind that snaps my door
Random as the dew with a thousand hues

I made a promise long then ago
To keep me up, away from a new blow
Enveloped, I shrivelled up n slept
A long sleep of detachment
Closed myself from “love”
And all the attributes to it
I felt safe, left at some point
Alive at another
Traced each move with stealth
Over loaded hands with strenuous engagements...

And that’s when a drop of rain
Made me look at the blue
And there he was, smiling
I waved back and invited a bond
So soon we gripped
And talked to nothingness
Distanced ourselves, though for a while
From the jars of sanity
And crafted humanity!

Now he sounds like truth to me
I open my eyes to tomorrow

I know not what I think of him
I know not what he thinks me too

Now I urge to live my today
With whatever I have with him
For we resonate...and that’s enough

Now I urge to leave our tomorrow
To tomorrow itself
For we believe...and that’s enough

Now I plunge into the present
And forget the rest
For we learn to “make”
AND THAT’S ENOUGH!

Now I know it for sure
That if a thing I endure
The universe shall conspire
And tie it right to me
And this belief does live
And that’s enough.....!

I was wondering...

I was wondering...
Sitting on an arm chair
Half led by you
And the rest of me
Well, all by myself
Draping a chord of love
Tapping a snigger over my lips
When I blurt your tunes...

I was wondering...
Sitting in the lane
That stops at you
If it was getting deeper
Or was it just the heat
That made me rather an illusion
To stare at

I was wondering...
Sitting under the “dented white”
If there is more to darkness
Than the absence of light
For as much as it brings you closer
It pinches to know you’re not
Forever...

I was wondering...
Sitting on a stone
Ravaged by the waves
If I would keep my feet to the ground
For as long as I live
Or I’d join the horde
Of glory and me
That stacks the sky
Infamous...

I was wondering...
Sitting on a swing
Looking at the emptiness
Next to me
If you would ever fill it
And swing me to blue
Or the gamble of “death”
Would play its dice
And wrath the strings of desire
To lose...

I was wondering
If I’m making sense
To you
For I speak new
And I do
Perhaps
Make the reason
You
For all that waves out
Or all
That stays in
Forever...

I was wondering...
If I could cry
For not being the one
That I was
Or rejoice today
For being the one
That I am...

I was wondering
Sitting on my bed
In the middle of the night
If there was any reason
To smile back at the wall
That played a game of shadows
I tried...
I won
And the reason was you...

I was wondering...