I was wondering...

I was wondering...
Sitting on an arm chair
Half led by you
And the rest of me
Well, all by myself
Draping a chord of love
Tapping a snigger over my lips
When I blurt your tunes...

I was wondering...
Sitting in the lane
That stops at you
If it was getting deeper
Or was it just the heat
That made me rather an illusion
To stare at

I was wondering...
Sitting under the “dented white”
If there is more to darkness
Than the absence of light
For as much as it brings you closer
It pinches to know you’re not
Forever...

I was wondering...
Sitting on a stone
Ravaged by the waves
If I would keep my feet to the ground
For as long as I live
Or I’d join the horde
Of glory and me
That stacks the sky
Infamous...

I was wondering...
Sitting on a swing
Looking at the emptiness
Next to me
If you would ever fill it
And swing me to blue
Or the gamble of “death”
Would play its dice
And wrath the strings of desire
To lose...

I was wondering
If I’m making sense
To you
For I speak new
And I do
Perhaps
Make the reason
You
For all that waves out
Or all
That stays in
Forever...

I was wondering...
If I could cry
For not being the one
That I was
Or rejoice today
For being the one
That I am...

I was wondering
Sitting on my bed
In the middle of the night
If there was any reason
To smile back at the wall
That played a game of shadows
I tried...
I won
And the reason was you...

I was wondering...